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I think that at that time none of us quite believed in the |
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| Time Machine. The fact is, the Time Traveller was one of those |
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| men who are too clever to be believed: you never felt that you |
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| saw all round him; you always suspected some subtle reserve, some |
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| ingenuity in ambush, behind his lucid frankness. Had Filby shown |
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| the model and explained the matter in the Time Traveller's words, |
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| we should have shown HIM far less scepticism. For we should |
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| have perceived his motives; a pork butcher could understand |
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| Filby. But the Time Traveller had more than a touch of whim |
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| among his elements, and we distrusted him. Things that would |
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| have made the frame of a less clever man seemed tricks in his |
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| hands. It is a mistake to do things too easily. The serious |
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| people who took him seriously never felt quite sure of his |
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| deportment; they were somehow aware that trusting their |
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| reputations for judgment with him was like furnishing a nursery |
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| with egg-shell china. So I don't think any of us said very much |
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| about time travelling in the interval between that Thursday and |
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| the next, though its odd potentialities ran, no doubt, in most of |
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| our minds: its plausibility, that is, its practical |
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| incredibleness, the curious possibilities of anachronism and of |
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| utter confusion it suggested. For my own part, I was |
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| particularly preoccupied with the trick of the model. That I |
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| remember discussing with the Medical Man, whom I met on Friday at |
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| the Linnaean. He said he had seen a similar thing at |
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| Tubingen, and laid considerable stress on the blowing out |
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| of the candle. But how the trick was done he could not explain. |
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The next Thursday I went again to Richmond—I suppose I was |
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| one of the Time Traveller's most constant guests—and, arriving |
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| late, found four or five men already assembled in his |
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| drawing-room. The Medical Man was standing before the fire with |
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| a sheet of paper in one hand and his watch in the other. I |
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| looked round for the Time Traveller, and—'It's half-past seven |
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| now,' said the Medical Man. 'I suppose we'd better have dinner?' |
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'Where's——?' said I, naming our host.
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The Psychologist was the only person besides the Doctor and |
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| myself who had attended the previous dinner. The other men were |
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| Blank, the Editor aforementioned, a certain journalist, and |
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| another—a quiet, shy man with a beard—whom I didn't know, |
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| and who, as far as my observation went, never opened his mouth |
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| all the evening. There was some speculation at the dinner-table |
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| about the Time Traveller's absence, and I suggested time |
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| travelling, in a half-jocular spirit. The Editor wanted that |
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| explained to him, and the Psychologist volunteered a wooden |
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| account of the 'ingenious paradox and trick' we had witnessed |
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| that day week. He was in the midst of his exposition when the |
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| door from the corridor opened slowly and without noise. I was |
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| facing the door, and saw it first. 'Hallo!' I said. 'At last!' |
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| And the door opened wider, and the Time Traveller stood before |
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| us. I gave a cry of surprise. 'Good heavens! man, what's the |
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| matter?' cried the Medical Man, who saw him next. And the whole |
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| tableful turned towards the door. |
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He was in an amazing plight. His coat was dusty and dirty, |
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| and smeared with green down the sleeves; his hair disordered, and |
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| as it seemed to me greyer—either with dust and dirt or because |
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| its colour had actually faded. His face was ghastly pale; his |
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| chin had a brown cut on it—a cut half healed; his expression |
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| was haggard and drawn, as by intense suffering. For a moment he |
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| hesitated in the doorway, as if he had been dazzled by the light. |
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| Then he came into the room. He walked with just such a limp as |
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| I have seen in footsore tramps. We stared at him in silence, |
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| expecting him to speak. |
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He said not a word, but came painfully to the table, and made |
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| a motion towards the wine. The Editor filled a glass of |
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| champagne, and pushed it towards him. He drained it, and it |
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| seemed to do him good: for he looked round the table, and the |
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| ghost of his old smile flickered across his face. 'What on earth |
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| have you been up to, man?' said the Doctor. The Time Traveller |
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| did not seem to hear. 'Don't let me disturb you,' he said, with |
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| a certain faltering articulation. 'I'm all right.' He stopped, |
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| held out his glass for more, and took it off at a draught. |
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| 'That's good,' he said. His eyes grew brighter, and a faint |
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| colour came into his cheeks. His glance flickered over our faces |
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| with a certain dull approval, and then went round the warm and |
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| comfortable room. Then he spoke again, still as it were feeling |
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| his way among his words. 'I'm going to wash and dress, and then |
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| I'll come down and explain things. . . Save me some of that |
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| mutton. I'm starving for a bit of meat.' |
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He put down his glass, and walked towards the staircase door. |
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| Again I remarked his lameness and the soft padding sound of his |
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| footfall, and standing up in my place, I saw his feet as he went |
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| out. He had nothing on them but a pair of tattered blood-stained |
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| socks. Then the door closed upon him. I had half a mind to |
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| follow, till I remembered how he detested any fuss about himself. |
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| For a minute, perhaps, my mind was wool-gathering. Then, |
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| 'Remarkable Behaviour of an Eminent Scientist,' I heard the |
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| Editor say, thinking (after his wont) in headlines. And this |
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| brought my attention back to the bright dinner-table. |
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The first to recover completely from this surprise was the |
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| Medical Man, who rang the bell—the Time Traveller hated to |
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| have servants waiting at dinner—for a hot plate. At that the |
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| Editor turned to his knife and fork with a grunt, and the Silent |
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| Man followed suit. The dinner was resumed. Conversation was |
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| exclamatory for a little while, with gaps of wonderment; and then |
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| the Editor got fervent in his curiosity. 'Does our friend eke |
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| out his modest income with a crossing? or has he his |
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| Nebuchadnezzar phases?' he inquired. 'I feel assured it's this |
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| business of the Time Machine,' I said, and took up the |
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| Psychologist's account of our previous meeting. The new guests |
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| were frankly incredulous. The Editor raised objections. 'What |
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| WAS this time travelling? A man couldn't cover himself with |
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| dust by rolling in a paradox, could he?' And then, as the idea |
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| came home to him, he resorted to caricature. Hadn't they any |
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| clothes-brushes in the Future? The Journalist too, would not |
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| believe at any price, and joined the Editor in the easy work of |
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| heaping ridicule on the whole thing. They were both the new kind |
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| of journalist—very joyous, irreverent young men. 'Our Special |
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| Correspondent in the Day after To-morrow reports,' the Journalist |
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| was saying—or rather shouting—when the Time Traveller came |
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| back. He was dressed in ordinary evening clothes, and nothing |
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| save his haggard look remained of the change that had startled |
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| me. |
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'Story!' cried the Editor.
'One word,' said I. 'Have you been time travelling?'
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'I'd give a shilling a line for a verbatim note,' said the |
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| Editor. The Time Traveller pushed his glass towards the Silent |
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| Man and rang it with his fingernail; at which the Silent Man, who |
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| had been staring at his face, started convulsively, and poured |
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| him wine. The rest of the dinner was uncomfortable. For my own |
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| part, sudden questions kept on rising to my lips, and I dare say |
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| it was the same with the others. The Journalist tried to relieve |
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| the tension by telling anecdotes of Hettie Potter. The Time |
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| Traveller devoted his attention to his dinner, and displayed the |
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| appetite of a tramp. The Medical Man smoked a cigarette, and |
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| watched the Time Traveller through his eyelashes. The Silent Man |
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| seemed even more clumsy than usual, and drank champagne with |
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| regularity and determination out of sheer nervousness. At last |
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| the Time Traveller pushed his plate away, and looked round us. |
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| 'I suppose I must apologize,' he said. 'I was simply starving. |
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| I've had a most amazing time.' He reached out his hand for a |
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| cigar, and cut the end. 'But come into the smoking-room. It's |
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| too long a story to tell over greasy plates.' And ringing the |
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| bell in passing, he led the way into the adjoining room. |
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'But the thing's a mere paradox,' said the Editor.
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'I can't argue to-night. I don't mind telling you the story, |
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| but I can't argue. I will,' he went on, 'tell you the story of |
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| what has happened to me, if you like, but you must refrain from |
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| interruptions. I want to tell it. Badly. Most of it will sound |
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| like lying. So be it! It's true—every word of it, all the |
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| same. I was in my laboratory at four o'clock, and since then . . |
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| . I've lived eight days . . . such days as no human being ever |
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| lived before! I'm nearly worn out, but I shan't sleep till I've |
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| told this thing over to you. Then I shall go to bed. But no |
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| interruptions! Is it agreed?' |
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'Agreed,' said the Editor, and the rest of us echoed 'Agreed.' |
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| And with that the Time Traveller began his story as I have set |
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| it forth. He sat back in his chair at first, and spoke like a |
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| weary man. Afterwards he got more animated. In writing it down |
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| I feel with only too much keenness the inadequacy of pen and ink |
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| —and, above all, my own inadequacy—to express its quality. |
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| You read, I will suppose, attentively enough; but you cannot see |
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| the speaker's white, sincere face in the bright circle of the |
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| little lamp, nor hear the intonation of his voice. You cannot |
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| know how his expression followed the turns of his story! Most of |
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| us hearers were in shadow, for the candles in the smoking-room |
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| had not been lighted, and only the face of the Journalist and the |
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| legs of the Silent Man from the knees downward were illuminated. |
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| At first we glanced now and again at each other. After a time we |
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| ceased to do that, and looked only at the Time Traveller's face. |
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