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After hoeing, or perhaps reading and writing, in the forenoon, I |
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| usually bathed again in the pond, swimming across one of its coves |
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| for a stint, and washed the dust of labor from my person, or |
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| smoothed out the last wrinkle which study had made, and for the |
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| afternoon was absolutely free. Every day or two I strolled to the |
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| village to hear some of the gossip which is incessantly going on |
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| there, circulating either from mouth to mouth, or from newspaper to |
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| newspaper, and which, taken in homoeopathic doses, was really as |
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| refreshing in its way as the rustle of leaves and the peeping of |
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| frogs. As I walked in the woods to see the birds and squirrels, so |
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| I walked in the village to see the men and boys; instead of the wind |
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| among the pines I heard the carts rattle. In one direction from my |
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| house there was a colony of muskrats in the river meadows; under the |
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| grove of elms and buttonwoods in the other horizon was a village of |
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| busy men, as curious to me as if they had been prairie-dogs, each |
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| sitting at the mouth of its burrow, or running over to a neighbor's |
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| to gossip. I went there frequently to observe their habits. The |
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| village appeared to me a great news room; and on one side, to |
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| support it, as once at Redding & Company's on State Street, they |
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| kept nuts and raisins, or salt and meal and other groceries. Some |
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| have such a vast appetite for the former commodity, that is, the |
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| news, and such sound digestive organs, that they can sit forever in |
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| public avenues without stirring, and let it simmer and whisper |
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| through them like the Etesian winds, or as if inhaling ether, it |
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| only producing numbness and insensibility to pain—otherwise it |
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| would often be painful to bear—without affecting the |
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| consciousness. I hardly ever failed, when I rambled through the |
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| village, to see a row of such worthies, either sitting on a ladder |
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| sunning themselves, with their bodies inclined forward and their |
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| eyes glancing along the line this way and that, from time to time, |
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| with a voluptuous expression, or else leaning against a barn with |
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| their hands in their pockets, like caryatides, as if to prop it up. |
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| They, being commonly out of doors, heard whatever was in the wind. |
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| These are the coarsest mills, in which all gossip is first rudely |
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| digested or cracked up before it is emptied into finer and more |
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| delicate hoppers within doors. I observed that the vitals of the |
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| village were the grocery, the bar-room, the post-office, and the |
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| bank; and, as a necessary part of the machinery, they kept a bell, a |
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| big gun, and a fire-engine, at convenient places; and the houses |
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| were so arranged as to make the most of mankind, in lanes and |
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| fronting one another, so that every traveller had to run the |
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| gauntlet, and every man, woman, and child might get a lick at him. |
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| Of course, those who were stationed nearest to the head of the line, |
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| where they could most see and be seen, and have the first blow at |
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| him, paid the highest prices for their places; and the few |
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| straggling inhabitants in the outskirts, where long gaps in the line |
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| began to occur, and the traveller could get over walls or turn aside |
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| into cow-paths, and so escape, paid a very slight ground or window |
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| tax. Signs were hung out on all sides to allure him; some to catch |
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| him by the appetite, as the tavern and victualling cellar; some by |
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| the fancy, as the dry goods store and the jeweller's; and others by |
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| the hair or the feet or the skirts, as the barber, the shoemaker, |
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| or the tailor. Besides, there was a still more terrible standing |
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| invitation to call at every one of these houses, and company |
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| expected about these times. For the most part I escaped wonderfully |
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| from these dangers, either by proceeding at once boldly and without |
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| deliberation to the goal, as is recommended to those who run the |
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| gauntlet, or by keeping my thoughts on high things, like Orpheus, |
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| who, "loudly singing the praises of the gods to his lyre, drowned |
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| the voices of the Sirens, and kept out of danger." Sometimes I |
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| bolted suddenly, and nobody could tell my whereabouts, for I did not |
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| stand much about gracefulness, and never hesitated at a gap in a |
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| fence. I was even accustomed to make an irruption into some houses, |
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| where I was well entertained, and after learning the kernels and |
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| very last sieveful of news—what had subsided, the prospects of |
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| war and peace, and whether the world was likely to hold together |
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| much longer—I was let out through the rear avenues, and so |
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| escaped to the woods again. |
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It was very pleasant, when I stayed late in town, to launch |
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| myself into the night, especially if it was dark and tempestuous, |
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| and set sail from some bright village parlor or lecture room, with a |
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| bag of rye or Indian meal upon my shoulder, for my snug harbor in |
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| the woods, having made all tight without and withdrawn under hatches |
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| with a merry crew of thoughts, leaving only my outer man at the |
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| helm, or even tying up the helm when it was plain sailing. I had |
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| many a genial thought by the cabin fire "as I sailed." I was never |
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| cast away nor distressed in any weather, though I encountered some |
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| severe storms. It is darker in the woods, even in common nights, |
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| than most suppose. I frequently had to look up at the opening |
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| between the trees above the path in order to learn my route, and, |
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| where there was no cart-path, to feel with my feet the faint track |
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| which I had worn, or steer by the known relation of particular trees |
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| which I felt with my hands, passing between two pines for instance, |
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| not more than eighteen inches apart, in the midst of the woods, |
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| invariably, in the darkest night. Sometimes, after coming home thus |
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| late in a dark and muggy night, when my feet felt the path which my |
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| eyes could not see, dreaming and absent-minded all the way, until I |
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| was aroused by having to raise my hand to lift the latch, I have not |
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| been able to recall a single step of my walk, and I have thought |
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| that perhaps my body would find its way home if its master should |
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| forsake it, as the hand finds its way to the mouth without |
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| assistance. Several times, when a visitor chanced to stay into |
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| evening, and it proved a dark night, I was obliged to conduct him to |
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| the cart-path in the rear of the house, and then point out to him |
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| the direction he was to pursue, and in keeping which he was to be |
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| guided rather by his feet than his eyes. One very dark night I |
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| directed thus on their way two young men who had been fishing in the |
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| pond. They lived about a mile off through the woods, and were quite |
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| used to the route. A day or two after one of them told me that they |
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| wandered about the greater part of the night, close by their own |
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| premises, and did not get home till toward morning, by which time, |
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| as there had been several heavy showers in the meanwhile, and the |
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| leaves were very wet, they were drenched to their skins. I have |
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| heard of many going astray even in the village streets, when the |
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| darkness was so thick that you could cut it with a knife, as the |
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| saying is. Some who live in the outskirts, having come to town |
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| a-shopping in their wagons, have been obliged to put up for the |
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| night; and gentlemen and ladies making a call have gone half a mile |
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| out of their way, feeling the sidewalk only with their feet, and not |
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| knowing when they turned. It is a surprising and memorable, as well |
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| as valuable experience, to be lost in the woods any time. Often in |
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| a snow-storm, even by day, one will come out upon a well-known road |
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| and yet find it impossible to tell which way leads to the village. |
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| Though he knows that he has travelled it a thousand times, he cannot |
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| recognize a feature in it, but it is as strange to him as if it were |
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| a road in Siberia. By night, of course, the perplexity is |
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| infinitely greater. In our most trivial walks, we are constantly, |
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| though unconsciously, steering like pilots by certain well-known |
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| beacons and headlands, and if we go beyond our usual course we still |
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| carry in our minds the bearing of some neighboring cape; and not |
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| till we are completely lost, or turned round—for a man needs only |
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| to be turned round once with his eyes shut in this world to be lost |
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| —do we appreciate the vastness and strangeness of nature. Every |
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| man has to learn the points of compass again as often as be awakes, |
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| whether from sleep or any abstraction. Not till we are lost, in |
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| other words not till we have lost the world, do we begin to find |
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| ourselves, and realize where we are and the infinite extent of our |
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| relations. |
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One afternoon, near the end of the first summer, when I went to |
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| the village to get a shoe from the cobbler's, I was seized and put |
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| into jail, because, as I have elsewhere related, I did not pay a tax |
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| to, or recognize the authority of, the State which buys and sells |
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| men, women, and children, like cattle, at the door of its |
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| senate-house. I had gone down to the woods for other purposes. |
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| But, wherever a man goes, men will pursue and paw him with their |
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| dirty institutions, and, if they can, constrain him to belong to |
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| their desperate odd-fellow society. It is true, I might have |
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| resisted forcibly with more or less effect, might have run "amok" |
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| against society; but I preferred that society should run "amok" |
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| against me, it being the desperate party. However, I was released |
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| the next day, obtained my mended shoe, and returned to the woods in |
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| season to get my dinner of huckleberries on Fair Haven Hill. I was |
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| never molested by any person but those who represented the State. I |
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| had no lock nor bolt but for the desk which held my papers, not even |
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| a nail to put over my latch or windows. I never fastened my door |
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| night or day, though I was to be absent several days; not even when |
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| the next fall I spent a fortnight in the woods of Maine. And yet my |
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| house was more respected than if it had been surrounded by a file of |
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| soldiers. The tired rambler could rest and warm himself by my fire, |
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| the literary amuse himself with the few books on my table, or the |
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| curious, by opening my closet door, see what was left of my dinner, |
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| and what prospect I had of a supper. Yet, though many people of |
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| every class came this way to the pond, I suffered no serious |
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| inconvenience from these sources, and I never missed anything but |
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| one small book, a volume of Homer, which perhaps was improperly |
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| gilded, and this I trust a soldier of our camp has found by this |
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| time. I am convinced, that if all men were to live as simply as I |
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| then did, thieving and robbery would be unknown. These take place |
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| only in communities where some have got more than is sufficient |
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| while others have not enough. The Pope's Homers would soon get |
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| properly distributed. |
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"You who govern public affairs, what need have you to employ punishments? Love virtue, and the people will be virtuous. The virtues of a superior man are like the wind; the virtues of a common man are like the grass—I the grass, when the wind passes over it, bends."