Part I, Section 1: LIFE.
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| SUCCESS. | |
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| | [Published in "A Masque of Poets" | |
| | at the request of "H.H.," the author's | |
| | fellow-townswoman and friend.] | 5 | |
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| | Success is counted sweetest | |
| | By those who ne'er succeed. | |
| | To comprehend a nectar | |
| | Requires sorest need. | |
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| | Not one of all the purple host | 10 | |
| | Who took the flag to-day | |
| | Can tell the definition, | |
| | So clear, of victory, | |
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| | As he, defeated, dying, | |
| | On whose forbidden ear | 15 | |
| | The distant strains of triumph | |
| | Break, agonized and clear! | |
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| II. | |
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| | Our share of night to bear, | |
| | Our share of morning, | 20 | |
| | Our blank in bliss to fill, | |
| | Our blank in scorning. | |
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| | Here a star, and there a star, | |
| | Some lose their way. | |
| | Here a mist, and there a mist, | 25 | |
| | Afterwards—day! | |
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| III. | |
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| ROUGE ET NOIR. | |
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| | Soul, wilt thou toss again? | |
| | By just such a hazard | 30 | |
| | Hundreds have lost, indeed, | |
| | But tens have won an all. | |
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| | Angels' breathless ballot | |
| | Lingers to record thee; | |
| | Imps in eager caucus | 35 | |
| | Raffle for my soul. | |
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| IV. | |
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| ROUGE GAGNE. | |
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| | 'T is so much joy! 'T is so much joy! | |
| | If I should fail, what poverty! | 40 | |
| | And yet, as poor as I | |
| | Have ventured all upon a throw; | |
| | Have gained! Yes! Hesitated so | |
| | This side the victory! | |
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| | Life is but life, and death but death! | 45 | |
| | Bliss is but bliss, and breath but breath! | |
| | And if, indeed, I fail, | |
| | At least to know the worst is sweet. | |
| | Defeat means nothing but defeat, | |
| | No drearier can prevail! | 50 | |
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| | And if I gain,—oh, gun at sea, | |
| | Oh, bells that in the steeples be, | |
| | At first repeat it slow! | |
| | For heaven is a different thing | |
| | Conjectured, and waked sudden in, | 55 | |
| | And might o'erwhelm me so! | |
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| V. | |
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| | Glee! The great storm is over! | |
| | Four have recovered the land; | |
| | Forty gone down together | 60 | |
| | Into the boiling sand. | |
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| | Ring, for the scant salvation! | |
| | Toll, for the bonnie souls,— | |
| | Neighbor and friend and bridegroom, | |
| | Spinning upon the shoals! | 65 | |
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| | How they will tell the shipwreck | |
| | When winter shakes the door, | |
| | Till the children ask, "But the forty? | |
| | Did they come back no more?" | |
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| | Then a silence suffuses the story, | 70 | |
| | And a softness the teller's eye; | |
| | And the children no further question, | |
| | And only the waves reply. | |
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| VI. | |
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| | If I can stop one heart from breaking, | 75 | |
| | I shall not live in vain; | |
| | If I can ease one life the aching, | |
| | Or cool one pain, | |
| | Or help one fainting robin | |
| | Unto his nest again, | 80 | |
| | I shall not live in vain. | |
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| VII. | |
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| ALMOST! | |
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| | Within my reach! | |
| | I could have touched! | 85 | |
| | I might have chanced that way! | |
| | Soft sauntered through the village, | |
| | Sauntered as soft away! | |
| | So unsuspected violets | |
| | Within the fields lie low, | 90 | |
| | Too late for striving fingers | |
| | That passed, an hour ago. | |
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| VIII. | |
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| | A wounded deer leaps highest, | |
| | I've heard the hunter tell; | 95 | |
| | 'T is but the ecstasy of death, | |
| | And then the brake is still. | |
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| | The smitten rock that gushes, | |
| | The trampled steel that springs; | |
| | A cheek is always redder | 100 | |
| | Just where the hectic stings! | |
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| | Mirth is the mail of anguish, | |
| | In which it cautions arm, | |
| | Lest anybody spy the blood | |
| | And "You're hurt" exclaim! | 105 | |
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| IX. | |
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| | The heart asks pleasure first, | |
| | And then, excuse from pain; | |
| | And then, those little anodynes | |
| | That deaden suffering; | 110 | |
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| | And then, to go to sleep; | |
| | And then, if it should be | |
| | The will of its Inquisitor, | |
| | The liberty to die. | |
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| X. | 115 | |
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| IN A LIBRARY. | |
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| | A precious, mouldering pleasure 't is | |
| | To meet an antique book, | |
| | In just the dress his century wore; | |
| | A privilege, I think, | 120 | |
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| | His venerable hand to take, | |
| | And warming in our own, | |
| | A passage back, or two, to make | |
| | To times when he was young. | |
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| | His quaint opinions to inspect, | 125 | |
| | His knowledge to unfold | |
| | On what concerns our mutual mind, | |
| | The literature of old; | |
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| | What interested scholars most, | |
| | What competitions ran | 130 | |
| | When Plato was a certainty. | |
| | And Sophocles a man; | |
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| | When Sappho was a living girl, | |
| | And Beatrice wore | |
| | The gown that Dante deified. | 135 | |
| | Facts, centuries before, | |
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| | He traverses familiar, | |
| | As one should come to town | |
| | And tell you all your dreams were true; | |
| | He lived where dreams were sown. | 140 | |
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| | His presence is enchantment, | |
| | You beg him not to go; | |
| | Old volumes shake their vellum heads | |
| | And tantalize, just so. | |
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| XI. | 145 | |
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| | Much madness is divinest sense | |
| | To a discerning eye; | |
| | Much sense the starkest madness. | |
| | 'T is the majority | |
| | In this, as all, prevails. | 150 | |
| | Assent, and you are sane; | |
| | Demur,—you're straightway dangerous, | |
| | And handled with a chain. | |
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| XII. | |
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| | I asked no other thing, | 155 | |
| | No other was denied. | |
| | I offered Being for it; | |
| | The mighty merchant smiled. | |
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| | Brazil? He twirled a button, | |
| | Without a glance my way: | 160 | |
| | "But, madam, is there nothing else | |
| | That we can show to-day?" | |
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| XIII. | |
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| EXCLUSION. | |
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| | The soul selects her own society, | 165 | |
| | Then shuts the door; | |
| | On her divine majority | |
| | Obtrude no more. | |
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| | Unmoved, she notes the chariot's pausing | |
| | At her low gate; | 170 | |
| | Unmoved, an emperor is kneeling | |
| | Upon her mat. | |
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| | I've known her from an ample nation | |
| | Choose one; | |
| | Then close the valves of her attention | 175 | |
| | Like stone. | |
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| XIV. | |
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| THE SECRET. | |
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| | Some things that fly there be,— | |
| | Birds, hours, the bumble-bee: | 180 | |
| | Of these no elegy. | |
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| | Some things that stay there be,— | |
| | Grief, hills, eternity: | |
| | Nor this behooveth me. | |
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| | There are, that resting, rise. | 185 | |
| | Can I expound the skies? | |
| | How still the riddle lies! | |
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| XV. | |
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| THE LONELY HOUSE. | |
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| | I know some lonely houses off the road | 190 | |
| | A robber 'd like the look of,— | |
| | Wooden barred, | |
| | And windows hanging low, | |
| | Inviting to | |
| | A portico, | 195 | |
| | Where two could creep: | |
| | One hand the tools, | |
| | The other peep | |
| | To make sure all's asleep. | |
| | Old-fashioned eyes, | 200 | |
| | Not easy to surprise! | |
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| | How orderly the kitchen 'd look by night, | |
| | With just a clock,— | |
| | But they could gag the tick, | |
| | And mice won't bark; | 205 | |
| | And so the walls don't tell, | |
| | None will. | |
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| | A pair of spectacles ajar just stir— | |
| | An almanac's aware. | |
| | Was it the mat winked, | 210 | |
| | Or a nervous star? | |
| | The moon slides down the stair | |
| | To see who's there. | |
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| | There's plunder,—where? | |
| | Tankard, or spoon, | 215 | |
| | Earring, or stone, | |
| | A watch, some ancient brooch | |
| | To match the grandmamma, | |
| | Staid sleeping there. | |
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| | Day rattles, too, | 220 | |
| | Stealth's slow; | |
| | The sun has got as far | |
| | As the third sycamore. | |
| | Screams chanticleer, | |
| | "Who's there?" | 225 | |
| | And echoes, trains away, | |
| | Sneer—"Where?" | |
| | While the old couple, just astir, | |
| | Fancy the sunrise left the door ajar! | |
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| XVI. | 230 | |
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| | To fight aloud is very brave, | |
| | But gallanter, I know, | |
| | Who charge within the bosom, | |
| | The cavalry of woe. | |
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| | Who win, and nations do not see, | 235 | |
| | Who fall, and none observe, | |
| | Whose dying eyes no country | |
| | Regards with patriot love. | |
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| | We trust, in plumed procession, | |
| | For such the angels go, | 240 | |
| | Rank after rank, with even feet | |
| | And uniforms of snow. | |
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| XVII. | |
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| DAWN. | |
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| | When night is almost done, | 245 | |
| | And sunrise grows so near | |
| | That we can touch the spaces, | |
| | It 's time to smooth the hair | |
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| | And get the dimples ready, | |
| | And wonder we could care | 250 | |
| | For that old faded midnight | |
| | That frightened but an hour. | |
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| XVIII. | |
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| THE BOOK OF MARTYRS. | |
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| | Read, sweet, how others strove, | 255 | |
| | Till we are stouter; | |
| | What they renounced, | |
| | Till we are less afraid; | |
| | How many times they bore | |
| | The faithful witness, | 260 | |
| | Till we are helped, | |
| | As if a kingdom cared! | |
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| | Read then of faith | |
| | That shone above the fagot; | |
| | Clear strains of hymn | 265 | |
| | The river could not drown; | |
| | Brave names of men | |
| | And celestial women, | |
| | Passed out of record | |
| | Into renown! | 270 | |
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| XIX. | |
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| THE MYSTERY OF PAIN. | |
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| | Pain has an element of blank; | |
| | It cannot recollect | |
| | When it began, or if there were | 275 | |
| | A day when it was not. | |
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| | It has no future but itself, | |
| | Its infinite realms contain | |
| | Its past, enlightened to perceive | |
| | New periods of pain. | 280 | |
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| XX. | |
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| | I taste a liquor never brewed, | |
| | From tankards scooped in pearl; | |
| | Not all the vats upon the Rhine | |
| | Yield such an alcohol! | 285 | |
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| | Inebriate of air am I, | |
| | And debauchee of dew, | |
| | Reeling, through endless summer days, | |
| | From inns of molten blue. | |
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| | When landlords turn the drunken bee | 290 | |
| | Out of the foxglove's door, | |
| | When butterflies renounce their drams, | |
| | I shall but drink the more! | |
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| | Till seraphs swing their snowy hats, | |
| | And saints to windows run, | 295 | |
| | To see the little tippler | |
| | Leaning against the sun! | |
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| XXI. | |
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| A BOOK. | |
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| | He ate and drank the precious words, | 300 | |
| | His spirit grew robust; | |
| | He knew no more that he was poor, | |
| | Nor that his frame was dust. | |
| | He danced along the dingy days, | |
| | And this bequest of wings | 305 | |
| | Was but a book. What liberty | |
| | A loosened spirit brings! | |
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| XXII. | |
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| | I had no time to hate, because | |
| | The grave would hinder me, | 310 | |
| | And life was not so ample I | |
| | Could finish enmity. | |
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| | Nor had I time to love; but since | |
| | Some industry must be, | |
| | The little toil of love, I thought, | 315 | |
| | Was large enough for me. | |
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| XXIII. | |
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| UNRETURNING. | |
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| | 'T was such a little, little boat | |
| | That toddled down the bay! | 320 | |
| | 'T was such a gallant, gallant sea | |
| | That beckoned it away! | |
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| | 'T was such a greedy, greedy wave | |
| | That licked it from the coast; | |
| | Nor ever guessed the stately sails | 325 | |
| | My little craft was lost! | |
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| XXIV. | |
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| | Whether my bark went down at sea, | |
| | Whether she met with gales, | |
| | Whether to isles enchanted | 330 | |
| | She bent her docile sails; | |
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| | By what mystic mooring | |
| | She is held to-day,— | |
| | This is the errand of the eye | |
| | Out upon the bay. | 335 | |
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| XXV. | |
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| | Belshazzar had a letter,— | |
| | He never had but one; | |
| | Belshazzar's correspondent | |
| | Concluded and begun | 340 | |
| | In that immortal copy | |
| | The conscience of us all | |
| | Can read without its glasses | |
| | On revelation's wall. | |
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| XXVI. | 345 | |
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| | The brain within its groove | |
| | Runs evenly and true; | |
| | But let a splinter swerve, | |
| | 'T were easier for you | |
| | To put the water back | 350 | |
| | When floods have slit the hills, | |
| | And scooped a turnpike for themselves, | |
| | And blotted out the mills! | |
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