Part I, Section 4: TIME AND ETERNITY.
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| I. | 1 | |
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| | One dignity delays for all, | |
| | One mitred afternoon. | |
| | None can avoid this purple, | |
| | None evade this crown. | 5 | |
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| | Coach it insures, and footmen, | |
| | Chamber and state and throng; | |
| | Bells, also, in the village, | |
| | As we ride grand along. | |
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| | What dignified attendants, | 10 | |
| | What service when we pause! | |
| | How loyally at parting | |
| | Their hundred hats they raise! | |
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| | How pomp surpassing ermine, | |
| | When simple you and I | 15 | |
| | Present our meek escutcheon, | |
| | And claim the rank to die! | |
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| II. | |
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| TOO LATE. | |
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| | Delayed till she had ceased to know, | 20 | |
| | Delayed till in its vest of snow | |
| Her loving bosom lay. | |
| | An hour behind the fleeting breath, | |
| | Later by just an hour than death,— | |
| Oh, lagging yesterday! | 25 | |
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| | Could she have guessed that it would be; | |
| | Could but a crier of the glee | |
| Have climbed the distant hill; | |
| | Had not the bliss so slow a pace,— | |
| | Who knows but this surrendered face | 30 | |
| Were undefeated still? | |
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| | Oh, if there may departing be | |
| | Any forgot by victory | |
| In her imperial round, | |
| | Show them this meek apparelled thing, | 35 | |
| | That could not stop to be a king, | |
| Doubtful if it be crowned! | |
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| III. | |
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| ASTRA CASTRA. | |
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| | Departed to the judgment, | 40 | |
| | A mighty afternoon; | |
| | Great clouds like ushers leaning, | |
| | Creation looking on. | |
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| | The flesh surrendered, cancelled, | |
| | The bodiless begun; | 45 | |
| | Two worlds, like audiences, disperse | |
| | And leave the soul alone. | |
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| IV. | |
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| | Safe in their alabaster chambers, | |
| | Untouched by morning and untouched by noon, | 50 | |
| | Sleep the meek members of the resurrection, | |
| | Rafter of satin, and roof of stone. | |
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| | Light laughs the breeze in her castle of sunshine; | |
| | Babbles the bee in a stolid ear; | |
| | Pipe the sweet birds in ignorant cadence,— | 55 | |
| | Ah, what sagacity perished here! | |
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| | Grand go the years in the crescent above them; | |
| | Worlds scoop their arcs, and firmaments row, | |
| | Diadems drop and Doges surrender, | |
| | Soundless as dots on a disk of snow. | 60 | |
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| V. | |
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| | On this long storm the rainbow rose, | |
| | On this late morn the sun; | |
| | The clouds, like listless elephants, | |
| | Horizons straggled down. | 65 | |
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| | The birds rose smiling in their nests, | |
| | The gales indeed were done; | |
| | Alas! how heedless were the eyes | |
| | On whom the summer shone! | |
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| | The quiet nonchalance of death | 70 | |
| | No daybreak can bestir; | |
| | The slow archangel's syllables | |
| | Must awaken her. | |
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| VI. | |
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| FROM THE CHRYSALIS. | 75 | |
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| | My cocoon tightens, colors tease, | |
| | I'm feeling for the air; | |
| | A dim capacity for wings | |
| | Degrades the dress I wear. | |
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| | A power of butterfly must be | 80 | |
| | The aptitude to fly, | |
| | Meadows of majesty concedes | |
| | And easy sweeps of sky. | |
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| | So I must baffle at the hint | |
| | And cipher at the sign, | 85 | |
| | And make much blunder, if at last | |
| | I take the clew divine. | |
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| VII. | |
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| SETTING SAIL. | |
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| | Exultation is the going | 90 | |
| | Of an inland soul to sea,— | |
| | Past the houses, past the headlands, | |
| | Into deep eternity! | |
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| | Bred as we, among the mountains, | |
| | Can the sailor understand | 95 | |
| | The divine intoxication | |
| | Of the first league out from land? | |
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| VIII. | |
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| | Look back on time with kindly eyes, | |
| | He doubtless did his best; | 100 | |
| | How softly sinks his trembling sun | |
| | In human nature's west! | |
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| IX. | |
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| | A train went through a burial gate, | |
| | A bird broke forth and sang, | 105 | |
| | And trilled, and quivered, and shook his throat | |
| | Till all the churchyard rang; | |
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| | And then adjusted his little notes, | |
| | And bowed and sang again. | |
| | Doubtless, he thought it meet of him | 110 | |
| | To say good-by to men. | |
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| X. | |
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| | I died for beauty, but was scarce | |
| | Adjusted in the tomb, | |
| | When one who died for truth was lain | 115 | |
| | In an adjoining room. | |
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| | He questioned softly why I failed? | |
| | "For beauty," I replied. | |
| | "And I for truth,—the two are one; | |
| | We brethren are," he said. | 120 | |
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| | And so, as kinsmen met a night, | |
| | We talked between the rooms, | |
| | Until the moss had reached our lips, | |
| | And covered up our names. | |
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| XI. | 125 | |
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| "TROUBLED ABOUT MANY THINGS." | |
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| | How many times these low feet staggered, | |
| | Only the soldered mouth can tell; | |
| | Try! can you stir the awful rivet? | |
| | Try! can you lift the hasps of steel? | 130 | |
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| | Stroke the cool forehead, hot so often, | |
| | Lift, if you can, the listless hair; | |
| | Handle the adamantine fingers | |
| | Never a thimble more shall wear. | |
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| | Buzz the dull flies on the chamber window; | 135 | |
| | Brave shines the sun through the freckled pane; | |
| | Fearless the cobweb swings from the ceiling— | |
| | Indolent housewife, in daisies lain! | |
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| XII. | |
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| REAL. | 140 | |
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| | I like a look of agony, | |
| | Because I know it 's true; | |
| | Men do not sham convulsion, | |
| | Nor simulate a throe. | |
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| | The eyes glaze once, and that is death. | 145 | |
| | Impossible to feign | |
| | The beads upon the forehead | |
| | By homely anguish strung. | |
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| XIII. | |
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| THE FUNERAL. | 150 | |
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| | That short, potential stir | |
| | That each can make but once, | |
| | That bustle so illustrious | |
| | 'T is almost consequence, | |
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| | Is the eclat of death. | 155 | |
| | Oh, thou unknown renown | |
| | That not a beggar would accept, | |
| | Had he the power to spurn! | |
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| XIV. | |
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| | I went to thank her, | 160 | |
| | But she slept; | |
| | Her bed a funnelled stone, | |
| | With nosegays at the head and foot, | |
| | That travellers had thrown, | |
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| | Who went to thank her; | 165 | |
| | But she slept. | |
| | 'T was short to cross the sea | |
| | To look upon her like, alive, | |
| | But turning back 't was slow. | |
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| XV. | 170 | |
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| | I've seen a dying eye | |
| | Run round and round a room | |
| | In search of something, as it seemed, | |
| | Then cloudier become; | |
| | And then, obscure with fog, | 175 | |
| | And then be soldered down, | |
| | Without disclosing what it be, | |
| | 'T were blessed to have seen. | |
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| XVI. | |
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| REFUGE. | 180 | |
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| | The clouds their backs together laid, | |
| | The north begun to push, | |
| | The forests galloped till they fell, | |
| | The lightning skipped like mice; | |
| | The thunder crumbled like a stuff— | 185 | |
| | How good to be safe in tombs, | |
| | Where nature's temper cannot reach, | |
| | Nor vengeance ever comes! | |
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| XVII. | |
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| | I never saw a moor, | 190 | |
| | I never saw the sea; | |
| | Yet know I how the heather looks, | |
| | And what a wave must be. | |
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| | I never spoke with God, | |
| | Nor visited in heaven; | 195 | |
| | Yet certain am I of the spot | |
| | As if the chart were given. | |
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| XVIII. | |
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| PLAYMATES. | |
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| | God permits industrious angels | 200 | |
| | Afternoons to play. | |
| | I met one,—forgot my school-mates, | |
| | All, for him, straightway. | |
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| | God calls home the angels promptly | |
| | At the setting sun; | 205 | |
| | I missed mine. How dreary marbles, | |
| | After playing Crown! | |
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| XIX. | |
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| | To know just how he suffered would be dear; | |
| | To know if any human eyes were near | 210 | |
| | To whom he could intrust his wavering gaze, | |
| | Until it settled firm on Paradise. | |
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| | To know if he was patient, part content, | |
| | Was dying as he thought, or different; | |
| | Was it a pleasant day to die, | 215 | |
| | And did the sunshine face his way? | |
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| | What was his furthest mind, of home, or God, | |
| | Or what the distant say | |
| | At news that he ceased human nature | |
| | On such a day? | 220 | |
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| | And wishes, had he any? | |
| | Just his sigh, accented, | |
| | Had been legible to me. | |
| | And was he confident until | |
| | Ill fluttered out in everlasting well? | 225 | |
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| | And if he spoke, what name was best, | |
| | What first, | |
| | What one broke off with | |
| | At the drowsiest? | |
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| | Was he afraid, or tranquil? | 230 | |
| | Might he know | |
| | How conscious consciousness could grow, | |
| | Till love that was, and love too blest to be, | |
| | Meet—and the junction be Eternity? | |
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| XX. | 235 | |
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| | The last night that she lived, | |
| | It was a common night, | |
| | Except the dying; this to us | |
| | Made nature different. | |
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| | We noticed smallest things,— | 240 | |
| | Things overlooked before, | |
| | By this great light upon our minds | |
| | Italicized, as 't were. | |
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| | That others could exist | |
| | While she must finish quite, | 245 | |
| | A jealousy for her arose | |
| | So nearly infinite. | |
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| | We waited while she passed; | |
| | It was a narrow time, | |
| | Too jostled were our souls to speak, | 250 | |
| | At length the notice came. | |
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| | She mentioned, and forgot; | |
| | Then lightly as a reed | |
| | Bent to the water, shivered scarce, | |
| | Consented, and was dead. | 255 | |
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| | And we, we placed the hair, | |
| | And drew the head erect; | |
| | And then an awful leisure was, | |
| | Our faith to regulate. | |
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| XXI. | 260 | |
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| THE FIRST LESSON. | |
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| | Not in this world to see his face | |
| | Sounds long, until I read the place | |
| | Where this is said to be | |
| | But just the primer to a life | 265 | |
| | Unopened, rare, upon the shelf, | |
| | Clasped yet to him and me. | |
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| | And yet, my primer suits me so | |
| | I would not choose a book to know | |
| | Than that, be sweeter wise; | 270 | |
| | Might some one else so learned be, | |
| | And leave me just my A B C, | |
| | Himself could have the skies. | |
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| XXII. | |
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| | The bustle in a house | 275 | |
| | The morning after death | |
| | Is solemnest of industries | |
| | Enacted upon earth,— | |
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| | The sweeping up the heart, | |
| | And putting love away | 280 | |
| | We shall not want to use again | |
| | Until eternity. | |
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| XXIII. | |
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| | I reason, earth is short, | |
| | And anguish absolute, | 285 | |
| | And many hurt; | |
| | But what of that? | |
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| | I reason, we could die: | |
| | The best vitality | |
| | Cannot excel decay; | 290 | |
| | But what of that? | |
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| | I reason that in heaven | |
| | Somehow, it will be even, | |
| | Some new equation given; | |
| | But what of that? | 295 | |
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| XXIV. | |
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| | Afraid? Of whom am I afraid? | |
| | Not death; for who is he? | |
| | The porter of my father's lodge | |
| | As much abasheth me. | 300 | |
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| | Of life? 'T were odd I fear a thing | |
| | That comprehendeth me | |
| | In one or more existences | |
| | At Deity's decree. | |
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| | Of resurrection? Is the east | 305 | |
| | Afraid to trust the morn | |
| | With her fastidious forehead? | |
| | As soon impeach my crown! | |
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| XXV. | |
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| DYING. | 310 | |
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| | The sun kept setting, setting still; | |
| | No hue of afternoon | |
| | Upon the village I perceived,— | |
| | From house to house 't was noon. | |
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| | The dusk kept dropping, dropping still; | 315 | |
| | No dew upon the grass, | |
| | But only on my forehead stopped, | |
| | And wandered in my face. | |
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| | My feet kept drowsing, drowsing still, | |
| | My fingers were awake; | 320 | |
| | Yet why so little sound myself | |
| | Unto my seeming make? | |
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| | How well I knew the light before! | |
| | I could not see it now. | |
| | 'T is dying, I am doing; but | 325 | |
| | I'm not afraid to know. | |
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| XXVI. | |
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| | Two swimmers wrestled on the spar | |
| | Until the morning sun, | |
| | When one turned smiling to the land. | 330 | |
| | O God, the other one! | |
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| | The stray ships passing spied a face | |
| | Upon the waters borne, | |
| | With eyes in death still begging raised, | |
| | And hands beseeching thrown. | 335 | |
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| XXVII. | |
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| THE CHARIOT. | |
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| | Because I could not stop for Death, | |
| | He kindly stopped for me; | |
| | The carriage held but just ourselves | 340 | |
| | And Immortality. | |
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| | We slowly drove, he knew no haste, | |
| | And I had put away | |
| | My labor, and my leisure too, | |
| | For his civility. | 345 | |
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| | We passed the school where children played, | |
| | Their lessons scarcely done; | |
| | We passed the fields of gazing grain, | |
| | We passed the setting sun. | |
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| | We paused before a house that seemed | 350 | |
| | A swelling of the ground; | |
| | The roof was scarcely visible, | |
| | The cornice but a mound. | |
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| | Since then 't is centuries; but each | |
| | Feels shorter than the day | 355 | |
| | I first surmised the horses' heads | |
| | Were toward eternity. | |
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| | She went as quiet as the dew | |
| | From a familiar flower. | 360 | |
| | Not like the dew did she return | |
| | At the accustomed hour! | |
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| | She dropt as softly as a star | |
| | From out my summer's eve; | |
| | Less skilful than Leverrier | 365 | |
| | It's sorer to believe! | |
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| RESURGAM. | |
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| | At last to be identified! | |
| | At last, the lamps upon thy side, | 370 | |
| | The rest of life to see! | |
| | Past midnight, past the morning star! | |
| | Past sunrise! Ah! what leagues there are | |
| | Between our feet and day! | |
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| XXX. | 375 | |
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| | Except to heaven, she is nought; | |
| | Except for angels, lone; | |
| | Except to some wide-wandering bee, | |
| | A flower superfluous blown; | |
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| | Except for winds, provincial; | 380 | |
| | Except by butterflies, | |
| | Unnoticed as a single dew | |
| | That on the acre lies. | |
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| | The smallest housewife in the grass, | |
| | Yet take her from the lawn, | 385 | |
| | And somebody has lost the face | |
| | That made existence home! | |
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| | Death is a dialogue between | |
| | The spirit and the dust. | 390 | |
| | "Dissolve," says Death. The Spirit, "Sir, | |
| | I have another trust." | |
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| | Death doubts it, argues from the ground. | |
| | The Spirit turns away, | |
| | Just laying off, for evidence, | 395 | |
| | An overcoat of clay. | |
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| XXXII. | |
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| | It was too late for man, | |
| | But early yet for God; | |
| | Creation impotent to help, | 400 | |
| | But prayer remained our side. | |
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| | How excellent the heaven, | |
| | When earth cannot be had; | |
| | How hospitable, then, the face | |
| | Of our old neighbor, God! | 405 | |
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| XXXIII. | |
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| ALONG THE POTOMAC. | |
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| | When I was small, a woman died. | |
| | To-day her only boy | |
| | Went up from the Potomac, | 410 | |
| | His face all victory, | |
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| | To look at her; how slowly | |
| | The seasons must have turned | |
| | Till bullets clipt an angle, | |
| | And he passed quickly round! | 415 | |
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| | If pride shall be in Paradise | |
| | I never can decide; | |
| | Of their imperial conduct, | |
| | No person testified. | |
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| | But proud in apparition, | 420 | |
| | That woman and her boy | |
| | Pass back and forth before my brain, | |
| | As ever in the sky. | |
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| | The daisy follows soft the sun, | 425 | |
| | And when his golden walk is done, | |
| Sits shyly at his feet. | |
| | He, waking, finds the flower near. | |
| | "Wherefore, marauder, art thou here?" | |
| "Because, sir, love is sweet!" | 430 | |
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| | We are the flower, Thou the sun! | |
| | Forgive us, if as days decline, | |
| We nearer steal to Thee,— | |
| | Enamoured of the parting west, | |
| | The peace, the flight, the amethyst, | 435 | |
| Night's possibility! | |
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| XXXV. | |
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| EMANCIPATION. | |
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| | No rack can torture me, | |
| | My soul's at liberty | 440 | |
| | Behind this mortal bone | |
| | There knits a bolder one | |
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| | You cannot prick with saw, | |
| | Nor rend with scymitar. | |
| | Two bodies therefore be; | 445 | |
| | Bind one, and one will flee. | |
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| | The eagle of his nest | |
| | No easier divest | |
| | And gain the sky, | |
| | Than mayest thou, | 450 | |
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| | Except thyself may be | |
| | Thine enemy; | |
| | Captivity is consciousness, | |
| | So's liberty. | |
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| XXXVI. | 455 | |
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| LOST. | |
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| | I lost a world the other day. | |
| | Has anybody found? | |
| | You'll know it by the row of stars | |
| | Around its forehead bound. | 460 | |
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| | A rich man might not notice it; | |
| | Yet to my frugal eye | |
| | Of more esteem than ducats. | |
| | Oh, find it, sir, for me! | |
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| XXXVII. | 465 | |
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| | If I should n't be alive | |
| | When the robins come, | |
| | Give the one in red cravat | |
| | A memorial crumb. | |
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| | If I could n't thank you, | 470 | |
| | Being just asleep, | |
| | You will know I'm trying | |
| | With my granite lip! | |
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| XXXVIII. | |
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| | Sleep is supposed to be, | 475 | |
| | By souls of sanity, | |
| | The shutting of the eye. | |
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| | Sleep is the station grand | |
| | Down which on either hand | |
| | The hosts of witness stand! | 480 | |
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| | Morn is supposed to be, | |
| | By people of degree, | |
| | The breaking of the day. | |
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| | Morning has not occurred! | |
| | That shall aurora be | 485 | |
| | East of eternity; | |
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| | One with the banner gay, | |
| | One in the red array,— | |
| | That is the break of day. | |
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| XXXIX. | 490 | |
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| | I shall know why, when time is over, | |
| | And I have ceased to wonder why; | |
| | Christ will explain each separate anguish | |
| | In the fair schoolroom of the sky. | |
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| | He will tell me what Peter promised, | 495 | |
| | And I, for wonder at his woe, | |
| | I shall forget the drop of anguish | |
| | That scalds me now, that scalds me now. | |
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| XL. | |
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| | I never lost as much but twice, | 500 | |
| | And that was in the sod; | |
| | Twice have I stood a beggar | |
| | Before the door of God! | |
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| | Angels, twice descending, | |
| | Reimbursed my store. | 505 | |
| | Burglar, banker, father, | |
| | I am poor once more! | |
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